*This post is part of a series originally posted on my former blog, Stinker Babies. I’m reposting here for families who are interested in learning more about the process of being matched with a service dog for their children. This series was written during March of 2013.*
This day has been so up and down emotionally. This post might be kinda short because I am so exhausted.
Today was the first day since meeting April that I’ve had some weepy moments. This morning was the first time tracking without a trainer hiding with Caleb. It was just me and Caleb and Grace. We walked in one direction and then took a right for a bit. We finally hid behind a utility shed just outside of right field at a local high school. This was kind of the true test. April was used to tracking her trainers. Maybe the first couple of days had been so successful because she was very familiar with the trainer’s scent. When she found us, I just about lost it. This was the track that really hit me. The long walk back to the parking area was spent trying to get it together. I’m about to get weepy again just thinking about the significance of it.
So then we grabbed a bite to eat for lunch. April came with us into a restaurant for the first time with just us on our own. We were just trying to play it cool but she is a total pro. And she is already making such a huge difference! Waiting is not an easy thing to do for Caleb. He just laid down on the booth seat and spent the time petting April. It was so awesome.
After lunch, we were introduced to the tether. We learned how to attach it all and then practiced with adults pulling at the tether and our dogs staying in place. Whether in a “heel” or in a “down,” April was awesome. I can’t quite tell yet if it’s because she wants to please us or if it’s because she seriously loves her Pupperoni treats. I’d like to think it’s a combination of both.
As awesome as tracking is, tethering is the moment I’ve been waiting for. This is what will make the most enormous daily difference in our lives. So, of course, like the emotional basket case I apparently am, I got weepy all over again just talking about it. We went to dinner with Pretzel’s family at the mall and we got a chance to try out the tether. This was the first time that I can remember that we were walking somewhere like the mall and I didn’t have a death grip on his hand. The tether is attached to April’s harness on one end. The other end is clipped to a belt around Caleb’s waist. He also has a little leash that he can hold and “walk” his dog. There was absolutely a subtle shift in the way he carried himself tonight. He was able to walk around the mall and hold his drink and not be completely dependent on a parent just to walk through the food court. He absolutely loved introducing April to people. He seemed to have such a sense of pride. It made my heart so happy.
I have absolutely no idea what we’re going to work on tomorrow. I think we’ll be headed back to the mall as a group to practice public access. I’m not worried about it at all. Pretzel and April made a friend tonight. A baby boy was just having the best time climbing all over them and giving them kisses. They loved it. Once, Caleb tripped over a metal plate on the floor and it startled April but she didn’t break heel. I’m amazed.
Tracking will definitely take an interesting turn with this crazy winter storm on its way. They’re expecting 5-9 inches of snow here in the next couple of days. Ummm…yeahhhh. That whole excitement over snow thing might be about to bite me…
No matter what we end up working on, I know it will be awesome. April has made such a huge difference in so many ways already. We’ve only had her for five days and it’s already so difficult for me to imagine life without her.